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Sunday, November 29, 2009
Mixed feelings.
8:05 PM I GOT BURSARY! I should be happy. Happy to know that i actually did work hard this time round to be in the top 25% of the school cohort. But I'm actually very troubled. The letter states - to qualify, the household income must be 4K and below. After looking at it... my heart dropped, crashed and sunk. After working hard, you would want a reward. The reward came and go. It's like so near yet so far. Is this a sign/signal from gohonzon that bursary is not meant for me? And a even better thing is meant for me instead? Like a university scholarship? If that the case, I'm really keeping my fingers cross that i really do well for A levels. Sigh. Shall concentrate on my last paper already. This is real dumb. PS:/ MOE increased the bursary award from 300 bucks to 400 bucks. Kill me, please. |
